Melihat dunia

Assalamualaikum :)

Huuuu penat sampai rasa nak demam dua hari berturut-turut pergi interview. Bangsar, Pandan, Damansara. Sampai kasut pun dah tercabut-tercabut, kasut juga sudah menghampiri riwayat perkhidmatan. Terima kasih kasut :)

Pengalaman interview yang berbagai-bagai buat aku hampir mahu putus asa. But lets put that aside. Part yang menyeronokkan bila interviewer tahu aku ada sedikit pengalaman interview orang dan dia mengeluh,” So you already know what kind of questions I’m going to ask you,”. Haha! Dan aku hanya mampu tersengih :P

Interview di Damansara buat aku hampir menangis. Bukan kerana tertekan, tapi kerana rupanya kerja yang aku minta adalah kerja untuk membantu orang lain. Sounds good kan? :) Tapi bila disedarkan yang tugas aku akan melibatkan hidup ramai orang, aku kurang yakin dengan diri sendiri. Tak mahu hidup orang lain tergadai kerana ketidakmampuan aku.

Jika tugas itu rezeki aku, moga Allah permudahkan. Moga aku mampu bantu untuk ubah kehidupan orang lain :)

Tapi benda paling berharga hari ini buat aku, takdir kasut tercabut aku temukan aku dengan satu scene yang sangat bermakna. Abang tukang kasut, setia ditemani isteri di sisi, dan gurauannya bersama anak kecil yang berusia lebih kurang 2 tahun. Can imagine how that made me smile after a very long tiring day I had?

So instead of melihat hari ini dengan kepenatan dan rungutan tanpa henti, scene tadi buat aku bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada.

Again.

Bahagia itu ibarat baju.

Baju yang paling selesa kita pakai, yang paling tahan, yang tidak turun warna, yang cantik itu tak semestinya yang paling mahal atau semahal baju berjenama ratusan ribu.

Begitu juga dengan bahagia. Duit berkepuk – kepuk, rumah bertingkat-tingkat, kereta bersusun-susun belum tentu buat kita bahagia.

Dan kunci bahagia adalah syukur. Orang yang bersyukur itu adalah orang yang walaupun dirinya tiada apa, tapi hidupnya cukup bahagia (^_________^)♥

Dan jika kamu menghitung nikmat Allah, nescaya kamu tidak dapat menentukan jumlahnya. Sesungguhnya Allah benar-benar Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang. (An-Nahl: 18)

 Take care everyone! :)

This is my fight, how about yours?

To my dearest friends, whoever and wherever you are.

Sometimes in life, we feel like just want to give up when doing a particular thing for a long time. We feel tired, sometimes we lose our hope.

Me too! Especially during my study life at Monash. To get high marks, it turned me to T_______T

And there were times I failed! At that moment, I felt like it was the end of the world.

But as a Muslim, I’ve always been reminded by the words of love from Al – Quran:

I only complain of my suffering and my grief to Allah…. Indeed, no one despairs of relief from Allah except the disbelieving people.– Yusuf: 86 – 87

I didn’t give up!

But I stopped for a while, I took some time, I cried as much as I want, screamed as loud as I can. I cried to my mom, to my Mr. Best Friend :) , to my friends, and most of the time, I cried alone – knowing and believing that HE listened to every single thing I wanted to say, even though sometimes I just lost my words. But I knew that HE is The All Knowing!

Shed the tears, pick up the sword and fight again!

Even though sometimes I feel like the reports and assignments’ deadlines were killing me, I fought until the last letter I could type! Most of my friends took 3 years to finish their degree with FLYING COLOURS – but I took a longer period. It’s OKAY!

Allah never promised that life would be easy, but He did promised to be with you in every step of your life with Him by your side.

And today, after 4 years, on 13th March 2012, I was wearing the expensive graduation gown :P :D , holding my Bachelor of Science in Biotechnology. I am now a MONASH UNIVERSITY GRADUAND! (^______^) and will keep on fighting for my future undertakings – InsyaAllah =)

So my dear friends,

This is part of my story of life. I believe, yours might be harder than mine. But how hard your life is, never give up please? =)

Allah does not charge a soul except within its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. Al Baqarah: 286

 

 

“Our Lord, do not impose blame upon us if we have forgotten or erred. Our Lord, and lay not upon us a burden like that which You laid upon those before us. Our Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people.”

 

Take care everyone :)